asking me to bring the fruit salad too

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Wow! I mean what else can I say. Everyday I have more and more of Your Blessings coming through to me. Like yesterday You had me awake and moving by 3am (as again now). I didn’t understand why. I got up, made a bowl of fruit, got my coffee and was soon in the office printing new BSN CARDS as directed.  Yes, when I visited Annette yesterday, it was after Publix, where I had to spend the last of Larry’s Food Card. I was buying what I needed to make my Cocoa Nibs dessert with Apples, Carrots and Celery. 

Of course Annette was going to Lissette’s Party too. So when I visited her she thought I was making my fruit salad again for Lissette. Then I had a big bowl of fruit in the fridge anyway, so I had to bring that too. Ah, yes BSN Cards was about “Selling my foods,” and classes . . .  I mean, i really had no idea what I was doing but following the guidance of spirit. It was like I shared with Annette the day before, just telling her how all store food is toxic to make us sick, and GMO addictions. 

Yes Jesus, I HEARD you asking me to bring the fruit salad too. And Seconds before I left to Lissette’s I raced frantically to prepare the glass jar of seeds to bring as well.  I guess, I knew You wanted me to, but I hadn’t taken it seriously and really prepared. At the event with the cards done in my pocket, whenever someone asked me to explain the foods, I would say how it’s all organic, nine seeds, nine fruit, all healthy and all delicious. And here’s my card where I’m selling everything. “Please check these out and critique my work”. . . lol. . . I mean help me fix this. . .  As I need to sell this and create a real income to keep my home. . . .

WOW, I never said that “EXACTLY!”  Just like with Annette telling her how all foods in a box are toxic, Sugars and Flours are all GMOs designed to make you addicted and sick. Cancer is a lie and everything we do has been created by satan to make us old, sick, and dead.  I mean people in the Bible lived over 600 years.

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

What is really happening now is the Love and Divinity of Jesus is bubbling up in my heart more every day . . . And again here with this moment I write exactly what God Said . . . Lol . . . becoming what GOD created us for . . . BEing what we are created for. Filling our hearts with the spirit of love for our experiences servicing, where we each express our talents in truth and strength. Yes, each one of us has a place of love to share in Your Word! . . . To be more Christ Like in all our works. Engaging our community and fulfilling our place in all our times sharing with others. Fulfilling our connections contributing as the body of Christ in deeper Love as we all grow.

Jesus Your strongest LOVE bubbling up in my heart has happened at Church. I Could feel the shift in the vibration when Father Curtis did the Rituals of the Eucharist. It was clear that the bone in my chest was springing out already. I got into Mass and Felt the LOVE and connection to the community so POWERFUL. I saw Mary again in front of me . . . yes, like nothing between us by rows of empty benches. And IMMEDIATELY I wanted to hug her again.  Then suddenly I realized her celebration yesterday at Lissettes was sending her off into her new home. And I never hugged her and wished her good bye.

So after Mass I watched where she went and I saw her go into Fr. Curtis's dressing room. So I walked over and interrupted them to hug her. Hey just want to be sure that I gave you a big hug before you go. It was really just wonderful . . . Course I then went to the Men's Group and Todd was running it again. WONDERFUL. And so then after everything else I was leaving on my bike, and saw Mary walking up to her car leaving at the same time that I was leaving.

SO I HUGGED HER AGAIN, yes, it was so wonderful. Exercising my service and love to others and I realized I could do it all day, every day. Is really was such a wonderful feeling to consider how we get wisdom, services knowledge, prophecies, Healing, Grace, goodness, miracles, tongues, with interpret tongues

3. Review your — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

SO Wow, I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love. So when I walked into my corner again I was able to get focused on spirit immediately. My hands in prayer pose with my cross between them! Strong, clear, focused, I took some deep full breaths and felt the yoga positions knowing full well that some might recognize them. People have been programmed to judge and question instead of love and trust.

I could feel my heart swelling and the bone popped out. My Hands pressed tightly against it with my elbows up. Knowing this truth and letting this truth set me free! It was very clear and powerful, where I could feel the one body and love of God there in our church. And then Father Curtis started to explain the consecration and sacraments used to create the Holy Place.

 It was really neat to feel the power and vibration shift to bring us even deeper by doing the Holy Sacrament to consecrate a New Eucharistic Prayer minister. Daniel Zepp was consecrated to fill Mary Stoft ministry!!!

Ok so Mary got Danny ready to help, and Dan can lead and love our church and community more and more every day.

Ezekiel 36: 26 I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love as I felt and understood your gifts, and Your  Fruit bubbling-up and becoming more within me! Everyone has their own gifts to share with others. And each would feel some thing different, but all need to share.

You will all motivated to see and know all men if you understand why people respond. You understand and will begin to accept each other understanding that when we are all exercising our ministry, whatever your talents are we have it better for everyone. Each of you will automatically go to be far more effective with your skills, whenever you can understand your gifts more fully and your know how to get deeper and stronger in this understanding, as you are able to share. 

Yes whenever we can you give you responsibility to share your talents and you can take care of your family and then any organization in the world that supports you is the friend you need understand and accept.

I love you Dearest Lord Jesus Christ. It's always always, always, awesome to share with you like this.  Wow, I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

What is so funny here, is that I really already answered all this. I guess that's why I never did the Examen before. I'm talking with Jesus all the time. That actually is funny as I've learned this all here Online with SEEL!!!  I really never knew how much I really Knew Jesus Already.   I mean this Word never stops for me! Yes I know how to test and watch or review who reaches me. I've recognized the different Saints and Ancestors coming through to me. And I’m always able to hear this clear strong voice. 

Back to Death is Love is Life is more LOVE, and I found today how we wrestled again like Jacob in Genesis 23:22-32 , , , wow, to get this verse in front of me was really MAGIC. And I know it’s only Love, and ALL is only Love; where we come together and see things deeper and more clearly whenever we are challenged to step forward. So I’ve finally learned why social interaction is so important for who we are and where we go. Each step forward in with and FOR GOD and LOVE anyway. . . WHATS PERFECT, is knowing we can do more and step forward to lead and Love Others at a deeper level. 

 
5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Wow, Jesus. . . You got me again! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for every second you give to me and all that comes forward to me. . . So I bike to mass again today and get to meet with some of the same men I met Last night. . . Yes Roy, Bill, and Bob were all there Last night . . . And I know they will all be there today Again too . . . And so now I get this private moment with you Jesus to write and share something deeper and stronger. And I know the power and focus we have in creation is so much more than we share in the Few minutes we have there.

How can I collaborate more with god's plan in my life now. What is my best experience, love, and truth that I can share with these wonderful people in my life.

Jesus could just direct me all the time

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Thank You Dear Jesus for Being with me now, I’m so grateful for this moment with you! Wow, I am back at my beginning again. I just completed reading or sharing with Father Mike: Day 192: The Prophets: Isaiah 1-2; Tobit 1-2; Proverbs 9:7-12. Yes, after countless years I'm reading the Bible. Ok, well Fr. Mike is reading it, and I’m following it along, as I even bought the Adventure Bible version that he is using from the Ascension Press. 

Of course, the Church Bible study for Thursdays starting this next season after mass will be a study of this SAME bible timeline. Yes, Fr. Mike and Jeff Cavins did a video we will be doing for our Thursday Bible study at St Raphaels. We actually have seen pieces of this at the Tuesday morning Saint Joseph Society meeting at St. Paul’s Catholic Church. 

Yes, I saw the beginning again as I’ve noticed now that this study with the Examen by Saint Ignatius all started with Lent and all that came to me as I found out I was Catholic. Yes the same verse, same phrase was at the very beginning “Come now, let’s us set things Right!” (Isaiah 1:18). Yes, the very beginning started with the same ideas, of course! I guess I’m finally ready for whatever is next for me. I mean, the Summer is over NOW, today 1:55pm Mon Aug 17 is in the top left corner of this IPad. Yes, it’s weird I keep feeling like I’m getting all new Mac’s again?!?!?! 

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life. 

Wow, Matthew 16:16 is where I am now with you Jesus. As I open this blog to share this Examen Assignment with you, and the morning Charles Stanley podcast is going in the background. Yes, I’m always the student, always learning, always growing . . . Dick said this last week that this is all about experience and relationship “NOT a lesson plan!”

The Question: Jesus asks His disciples, "Who do you say I am?" after hearing what others in the crowd are saying.

The Confession: Peter speaks up for the group and correctly identifies Jesus as the Christ (Messiah) and divine Son of God.

While I have always recognized how all my experience was about learning. Now I realize how my Dad never accepted me, resulting in my brothers alienating me. So my challenge from the very beginning was finding acceptance, and approval so I could live and express myself as I really AM. And now all alone with Jesus I really love it. I'm always sharing with spirit and always really loving and enjoying it.

I really have gotten to the point of asking about everything and only doing what I'm told to do throughout my daily routines. I remember asking if Jesus could just direct me all the time. That was when I asked Him to show me what HE sees, so I could have His perspective and see my place and what I had to do. And I realize it's about listening more than anything. Ephesians 4:2 wow, I have another Bible verse from the Radio station morning Prayers broadcasted hitting me now:

“Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.” Ephesians‬ ‭4‬:‭2‬ ‭NIV‬‬  https://bible.com/bible/111/eph.4.2.NIV

Wow, we are the Temple of God, filled with the Holy Spirit! And remember to be patient and forgive our brother 70 x 7. I guess that is what is intimidating for me now, being "humble" when I know my place and know what I'm doing. 

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

Wow, today I started the Charles Stanley before 1am. Yes I listende to a few of them, and sent pieces to my kids and others.  I decided it was my shopping day cause tomorrow I'm going to a lunch, and then going to hold up a sign for voters.  I don't think I ever did that before. So Driving means i can pickup scrap gravel or bricks or whatever. Then I also needed to remove the Garden Barrels from the church. Yes, I got permission to get back in the men's groups but as usual satan has something more systematic against me now. He never could stop me before, and I've beaten his ass so many times he's gotten more calculated!

Oh yes Mass, barrels in my truck, and then down to Publix. Wow, that's by Annette so I can visit her if she's around. . . "HEAL HER" . . . yes I know Jesus always wants me to step into more. OK so Mass Sunday and Today MY HEART was filled. I noticed the different vibrations with different parts of Mass. I mean it was very clear how Jesus is getting more and more serious all the time.

That happened with Annette too. Not sure what we were talking about but I took off my shoes and she could feel the vibration in her hands shift. So I told her “Yes, Healing is easy.” So I took off her shoes and held her hands for a bit. I feel like I've told her this a dozen times. Like Fr. Kevin, I had a big bag full of tricks and shared the SEEL link where I started with HIM: https://vortex4love.blogspot.com/2022/ and she still hasn’t read anything but she’s listening to me now.

 

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

What was beautiful was telling her about healing and how i could help her getting back on her feet. I was finally very clear as holding her hands made this vibration a lot stronger between us. She really understood me!  So I told her to read God's Word! I explained how everything that has happened to me at St Raphael's was written down and I was learning from everyone every moment. 

Wow, this really surprised me! She really asked deep powerful questions. EVEN Repeating them! https://journals2mygod.blogspot.com/2026/08/physical-body-meets-emotional-and.html And I know I have so much more to share with her, and it might mean like she’s finally ready.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Yes Jesus, I know you want me to get more clear and engaged every moment. So 8/18/26 I was at St. Paul’s before 6am ready to help and share again. I walked in with the Doctor again and told him how someone on the prayerline was asking for more income. So when she started talking about it to explain her challenges she said how expensive all the skin care, face cream, and all was. So I told her what the Doctor said about eh Caster Bean plants and she asked me to send her seeds.

So yesterday the mail went out it’s a bunch of seeds, pods, and even some leaves and a plant with roots wrapped in a wet paper towel. I have no idea what will get through to her and whether anything will work. But it was really cool to share that with the Doctor. Course then we watched some cool videos and talked about DEATH. . . Course then before we started answering all the questions, I said “just so you all know,” I died in High School and all the BS about death is satan’s lies and there is no death. There is only Love, and only God . . . 
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

Renounce and command!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Thank you dear Jesus for helping me to get deeper into your spirit and love. I know you are with me always and I know each day I learn and grow stronger in your spirit and love. Help me to bring more clarity and focus into my experience with you and learn to share and feel this deeper stronger love bubbling up into my heart.

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

I know my biking experiences with you get stronger and more focused each day. Help me to carry this love and joy with me all the time to more clearly and strongly share with everyone all that you bring into me.

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

I had a strong prayerline caller this morning that taught me the power and truth about praying the psalms. She challenged me about what I share, she demanded to have specific Bible verses about the “renounce and command” works, which I've been sharing more and more.

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Yes, so I immediately searched in the bible to find out how these ideas adn expressed. I am so grateful to get deeper into this power and truth, each day I grow and learn more and more. Please dear Jesus help me to listen and understand to all your words. Your lessons from others, your words and synchronicities directly to me, and your experiences and circumstances set before me to comprehend the truth and move forward!

5. Look toward tomorrow of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

I will more carefully focus on this power and feeling deep is my heart. . . .yes and listen and follow all you bring to me for growing and stepping forward.

Quiet Heart and Listen to God: things to share for your children

1. Ester 6:I now a restless spirt leads me to you, stop and listen if things are unclear.
2. 1 Samual Elije told him; know Gods Words come through others, where I can hear and learn.
3. Romans 2:4 New blessings can bring us into a new insight and experience from God.
4. 2 Samual 12:15 unanswered prayer when we sin, or when we really need to reexamine ourselves.
5. Numbers 14:40 Disappointment, you missed your opportunity because you lost faith, people listen!
6. Exodus 3:1 never seen this before, listen, look for God everywhere, no accidents!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

"Renounce and command" refers to spiritual warfare and deliverance prayers where a person verbally rejects negative influences, occult ties, or evil spirits, and then uses the authority of Jesus Christ to order them to leave. This practice is common in Christian and Catholic deliverance ministries. [1, 2, 3]

Core Steps in the Practice

Reject: Make a firm choice in your mind to refuse unwanted spiritual influence or sin.
Renounce: Speak out loud to give up, revoke, and break any claimed agreements, oaths, or generational ties with darkness.
Command (Rebuke): Order the specific negative spirits or forces to depart immediately in the holy name of Jesus. [1, 2]

Example Framework

The Renunciation: "In the name of Jesus, I renounce all fear, anger, and ungodly ties from my past."
The Command: "In the holy name of Jesus Christ, I command every dark spirit to leave me now and go directly to the foot of the cross."

If you are looking for a specific prayer guide, a particular tradition's liturgy (such as Catholic or charismatic Christian), or help with a specific situation, let me know how I can narrow this down for you.