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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

I am starting over, again. I finally know How to succeed in my devotion to GoD… I need to do this Examen every morning. And recognize that everything I dreamed, everything that I asked for. Everything my mom did. All from Joni, Dawn & JOYCE!  Is all in Gods presence, bringing me more deeply into GOD. I need to get busy, because it’s all coming together Now. Yes, everything like the weird ideas I have biking along, like wouldn’t it be neat to have a gearshifter in the nibble, standing up high so I could shift gears while sitting back riding no-hands.

Now “imagine this is true” for one second, see deep in your heart each aspect and all pieces coming together exactly as God wanted and planned from the very beginning. You can remember you were there too. Yes Randy & Richard, we all were there in the first spark in the mud . . . yes, all of us were there, that’s part of what the story is all about. This is recognizing that there’s only One Life. This One life is for all of us and we all need to get it together because we’re gonna be wiped out sooner that we think and its happening faster and faster. It’s gonna get personal and intimate and you are going to be terrified, but we warned you. You asked to save everybody and you asked for it to be done quickly, so now you must start gettin ready because you know you can save everyone, and you know the time is Now!

 No, no pain as it over before it started you’ll see!

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.. . .

Thank you so much dear Jesus for directing my every step, I need you, I want you. Please plan for me to complete every task before me in your peace, joy and love. Direct all your Saints and Angels to lead and guide my every step of the Way, to complete the immediate tasks before me, make me to sing Your Song! 

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time

I’m always in your Word! . . .  I really feel confident and secure in all these tasks and goals you are creating before me. And I completely understand and accept that all your power and love will open before me as I step into each place of love and joy you create. . . Yes, I move forward fearlessly and recognize satan will be messing with me more and more every moment.

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

With your Words flowing through me I can return to the real joy and love of being in Your Will and experience the love of sixteen again in loving each step I take. I understand more about what this means and how to include all your Saints more readily. I will be more careful to reread everything I post because I can see how much deception sneaks in throughout my work. One word out of place breaks-up everything that I do into fragments that no one can understand.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. I see more deeply into tomorrow every day and know it’s more powerful and clear than ever before. It’s weird sometimes, as I consider things in more detail, but I continue to move forward in trust and confidence knowing you are with me. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, amen.

really pathetic, as it dan set!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Yes, I love getting in this Space with You Jesus, and Asking for your Guidance and support in my Growth and experiences is always wonderful too. Thanks for this experience and I heard your Word wanting me to share more into the space of Love here that We have Created!

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Please Dear Lord, help me to understand this and get deeper into your Word! So I knew it was time to ask for some help filling my truck. And when I got home, Ben called and he was struggling getting started. So I told him I could come and help him for a few hours and then he could help me for a few hours. It really sounded cool, and I told him to consider what he needed done, and how I could help him. He said about assembling a water distiller and then about yardwork targeted for his landlord. . . GREAT, I told him write a list and consider the tools and call me back in an hour or so than he’s ready.

He never really did list. But I know better, so I loaded my truck with all my power tools, inside and outside tools. Yes everything, trimmer, shovels, grinder, driver, drill, hedger, branch cutter. So he called again and was ready, then asked for a cutting board to chop a water melon too.  Course that was the one thing I forget, since job is about tools, not cutting boards.

So I got there, chopped water melon for us to eat. Put the distiller together and told him which pages to read in the manual so he didn’t burn it out or status fire. He basicly sat on the couch and watched. Then I started cleaning things up and he pulled out an old laptop for me to fix. He said he had a music library on it. Course the music he was playing there was all toxic crap, and I told him and later said God fried his hard drive to get away from the junk music.

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

NEXT we went to some house to clean up bushes. He grabbed a few clippers to start and I assembled my hedger. Wow, what a mess over-grown into the street, stuff I’ve gotten violation notices for already. Soon the owner was out there trying to give directions and she and Ben kept on gossiping. I told him a dozen times what to do and how to help me, and he was more interested in talking with her. Finally, I told her to go inside and leave us alone. It was really pathetic, as he just created more and more work for us. I kept telling him to pull out what I cut. I gave him the big welders gloves from my truck since the boganvilla is all filled with thorns. Word-—he would always try the grab the branches up high easy to reach for instead of what I cut and needed moved out. 

Then he through it over the fence into the street and blocking out way out?  I mean literally blocked the opening in the fence we walked into?!?!?!  And thorns and branches in red small little alley, with kids and cars going by?  Wow, I told him that was illegal and creating a liability, when a baby carriage rolled by trying to avoid the mess. So we spent 3 hours at his house, then two more out before it started raining. RAIN YEAY, we could leave. I told him it would be $1500 for a professional firm, and he should ask for at least $300. Course he didn't want to ask for anything?

WOW?  Never offered gas money or anything. . . Then I all but begged to stop for a beer going to my job. Yes we stopped for a beer. He insulted the first waitress who moved on quickly. And then when walking to the second SHE was a mother alone with two teens and told him “point-blank” EXACTLY the same thing I said about meeting a girl. I  actually even yelled at him a few times for second guessing me and being rude and sarcastic saying that’s his “Irish humor” . . . Wow, we both told him that wasn’t funny, and not going to lead to a wife.

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Wow, when we left the pub, he actually gave her a good tip like i told him too. But I had to tell him to bu test two beers anyway. . . WOW. Then he asked to got home and NOT DO anything more?  What? So I took him home and before he got out of my truck, I told him that DEAL of his was horseshit, and I would never do work with him again. I essentially did all the trimming myself, and his helping was more annoying and slowing us down.

So Yes, the work of satan was everywhere. Like the toxic music he was playing.  Which is why I realized the harddrive was fried. I mean if God is sending him to me. And still he’s not listening or not respecting me then he’s on his way out.  Several times he’s bee in the Flow where he belongs, but still only thinks about money and really has no idea what he’s doing. I mean, I felt like I was baby sitting.

And yes I realized my time is worth ad lot more than trying to help someone so lost. I mean I was cut and bleeding yesterday with all the thorns everywhere that he couldn’t pull out for me. 

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ please fill me with you mercy grace ad line

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Saint Ignatius Examen Second Night

 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Thank You Dearest Love Lord Jesus!  I know I was stepping out a lot today, and it’s important to see and know what was right and wrong. I have learned how powerful mass can be when I fill my heart with Jesus before mass. And so I’m ready to listen and learn.

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

I know your Word and Love flow through me all the time and I'm so very grateful to have this experience more and more with you all the time. I’m really trying to listen more carefully, and honor Saint Mary, Saint Joseph, and Saint Michael; whenever they chime-in, giving me insight and direction. Thank YOU so much for reminding me they will all help and love with you! I just need to ASK THEM, as all the Love of Creation requires my choice and decision to bring it forward.

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

I went to the Rosary at our church this morning. And I actually did the full thing, with no “call and response.” Course, several people got made at me, and a few actually even joined me. Mary was there and still tried to tell me i was wrong and should not try to redirect a group with 40 years of traditions. Course, I said about what YOU SAID, called them Pharisees who honor their own traditions and ego, before doing what the Bible actually calls for. I mean no bible says anything about Prayers as “Call and Response,” and saying only half the prayer is like saying nothing at all. Or is it actually WORSE? Which I’m not sure about yet. . . ? ! ? !

When you are saying only HALF, you are assuming your own control over something sacred. It’s really just the ego and satan. Like you know better, and only the first half is necessary, because we all know what you mean, and all the rest of their excuses. The point of Praying is not just getting and words out and saying it “the way you are supposed to,” it is really about LIVING, FEELING and really honoring those words, creating a vibration inside of you with a real feeling and power. It’s a lot like you’ve found on your Bike trips, that deep Love you share over-powers your voice and we can come through. You have been surprised many times how strong we get and specific in the direction we give you whenever you go biking.

You were good and specific posting again to Mary tonight. Forcing her to question her own deeper truth. Going through the motions and “being Good” really has nothing to do with God. It’s only setting yourself in the correct place and proper attitude to receive the grace and love from God . . . With Prayers only half-way, you are not entitled to half, but really should be punished because you are trying to get something for nothing, or worse. Not only are you lazy and arrogant thinking half is good enough, but worse still you are bringing others to believe this too.  So instead of the half-way crap, is better not to do anything at all. 

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Well i really felt bad for the experience with the Rosary. So when everyone left and I went back through the church to get my bike on the other side. I noticed Mary still in the Chaplet and decided to pray for her. . . Or I turned around and went back to sit and pray, when you told me it was important to stay with her for a while. All I got was BS in the text, and she never would talk with me. So I sat at one of the stained glass windows with the sun in my eyes with you praying for her. Course this was when I got reprimanded by her through the text. She couldn’t come out to speak to me, but instead wrote it to my phone. . . Course, I told her what you said tonight too, and Lord I know i need to tell my children this too!

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Like I said, I know I need to get there early so I can bring you into my heart before Mass. And then I know I can stay there and carry it forward. And I know this will continue to get stronger as it is moving forward all the time.Yes, I know I realized it was critical that EVERY ONE ASK SPIRIT TO SAY THE WORDS “YES JESUS CHRIST,” for the forgiveness of sins is the only doorway to Our Holy GOD. And any spirit can pretend to be any voice, while the TRINITY ALONE can say HIS NAME!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Wow, Lord I love your Word! I am so grateful for this awesome experience to have you with me all the time.  I really enjoyed running around all day getting things done all around here.  Thank you for leading me to clean out the tools and get things done. I really like how you have been getting me to do an hour in the office and then an hour in the yard. I’ve been getting more done in both places.  It’s great to get these routines and healthy habits back into my system . . . Wow, I expressed so much to Dr. Alexander this morning, and he required that I do this Examine once a day, so I’m still awake tonight typing . . . . Only a few hours till the prayerline . . . Because EVERYTHING is the LOVE of God . . . Wow this is fun to be in this with YOU. WOW thanks Dr ALEX!

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

I love your Word! Wow, recognize that I can LOVE all the Men in the Exodus Fraternity as MY Family.  And I need to bring this Love out more clearly and strongly FOR THEM ALL TO SEE . . . . I mean, Jesus I can ACCEPT and Honor Your Love so completely and freely. And again now doing exactly what you ask of me . . . STILL awake and Yes, you want to write now too. And this is not the place for you . . . So you want me to move to another or . . . Oh yes, I need to finish this EXAMEN now.

SO HOW DOES GOD ACT in my life. Well God is Love, Love sustains the universe . . . Like sounds, matter, motion all exist because of LOVE. GOD IS. There really is nothing else. . . lol . . . E=mc2 Except all the crap man has been making. . . lol. . . 

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

Word is that my Favorite Part was when i walked into the sprinkler and You told me it was like raining! I thought that was awesome . . . and It was great too when it was raining after I meet the two students. One pulled down some Papaya for me and took one home. The second is working for Charlie, riding a bike that looks like Larry’s bike. . . lol. . . Each made me feel so BLESSED knowing Jesus wanting me to connect to community better.

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Wow, i actually made a real effort to engage each of them!  Even to see them type my phone numbers on their phones!!!  Yes, literally . . . And I’m still not sure I got anything as they both wanted my website . . . . “Oh he’s a professor at SPC and USF.” lol . . . I was barefoot, no phone, nothing but me there. . . lol . . 

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Please dearest Love Lord Jesus. . . HELP ME TO COMMUNICATE and be more “empathetic” to the feeling and reactions of my peers in this experience . . . I’m really ready for anything, and realize that we are really going to do everything WE ever imagined. So I need to continue to TRUST and step deeper into SPIRT.

Yes I noticed again today, I’m always saying Jesus, and can also say Saint Mary, Saint Joseph, Saint Michael and Saint RAPHAEL! . . . Thank You for sharing these deeper challenges before me. . .and please help me to sleep now.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

asking me to bring the fruit salad too

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Wow! I mean what else can I say. Everyday I have more and more of Your Blessings coming through to me. Like yesterday You had me awake and moving by 3am (as again now). I didn’t understand why. I got up, made a bowl of fruit, got my coffee and was soon in the office printing new BSN CARDS as directed.  Yes, when I visited Annette yesterday, it was after Publix, where I had to spend the last of Larry’s Food Card. I was buying what I needed to make my Cocoa Nibs dessert with Apples, Carrots and Celery. 

Of course Annette was going to Lissette’s Party too. So when I visited her she thought I was making my fruit salad again for Lissette. Then I had a big bowl of fruit in the fridge anyway, so I had to bring that too. Ah, yes BSN Cards was about “Selling my foods,” and classes . . .  I mean, i really had no idea what I was doing but following the guidance of spirit. It was like I shared with Annette the day before, just telling her how all store food is toxic to make us sick, and GMO addictions. 

Yes Jesus, I HEARD you asking me to bring the fruit salad too. And Seconds before I left to Lissette’s I raced frantically to prepare the glass jar of seeds to bring as well.  I guess, I knew You wanted me to, but I hadn’t taken it seriously and really prepared. At the event with the cards done in my pocket, whenever someone asked me to explain the foods, I would say how it’s all organic, nine seeds, nine fruit, all healthy and all delicious. And here’s my card where I’m selling everything. “Please check these out and critique my work”. . . lol. . . I mean help me fix this. . .  As I need to sell this and create a real income to keep my home. . . .

WOW, I never said that “EXACTLY!”  Just like with Annette telling her how all foods in a box are toxic, Sugars and Flours are all GMOs designed to make you addicted and sick. Cancer is a lie and everything we do has been created by satan to make us old, sick, and dead.  I mean people in the Bible lived over 600 years.

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

What is really happening now is the Love and Divinity of Jesus is bubbling up in my heart more every day . . . And again here with this moment I write exactly what God Said . . . Lol . . . becoming what GOD created us for . . . BEing what we are created for. Filling our hearts with the spirit of love for our experiences servicing, where we each express our talents in truth and strength. Yes, each one of us has a place of love to share in Your Word! . . . To be more Christ Like in all our works. Engaging our community and fulfilling our place in all our times sharing with others. Fulfilling our connections contributing as the body of Christ in deeper Love as we all grow.

Jesus Your strongest LOVE bubbling up in my heart has happened at Church. I Could feel the shift in the vibration when Father Curtis did the Rituals of the Eucharist. It was clear that the bone in my chest was springing out already. I got into Mass and Felt the LOVE and connection to the community so POWERFUL. I saw Mary again in front of me . . . yes, like nothing between us by rows of empty benches. And IMMEDIATELY I wanted to hug her again.  Then suddenly I realized her celebration yesterday at Lissettes was sending her off into her new home. And I never hugged her and wished her good bye.

So after Mass I watched where she went and I saw her go into Fr. Curtis's dressing room. So I walked over and interrupted them to hug her. Hey just want to be sure that I gave you a big hug before you go. It was really just wonderful . . . Course I then went to the Men's Group and Todd was running it again. WONDERFUL. And so then after everything else I was leaving on my bike, and saw Mary walking up to her car leaving at the same time that I was leaving.

SO I HUGGED HER AGAIN, yes, it was so wonderful. Exercising my service and love to others and I realized I could do it all day, every day. Is really was such a wonderful feeling to consider how we get wisdom, services knowledge, prophecies, Healing, Grace, goodness, miracles, tongues, with interpret tongues

3. Review your — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

SO Wow, I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love. So when I walked into my corner again I was able to get focused on spirit immediately. My hands in prayer pose with my cross between them! Strong, clear, focused, I took some deep full breaths and felt the yoga positions knowing full well that some might recognize them. People have been programmed to judge and question instead of love and trust.

I could feel my heart swelling and the bone popped out. My Hands pressed tightly against it with my elbows up. Knowing this truth and letting this truth set me free! It was very clear and powerful, where I could feel the one body and love of God there in our church. And then Father Curtis started to explain the consecration and sacraments used to create the Holy Place.

 It was really neat to feel the power and vibration shift to bring us even deeper by doing the Holy Sacrament to consecrate a New Eucharistic Prayer minister. Daniel Zepp was consecrated to fill Mary Stoft ministry!!!

Ok so Mary got Danny ready to help, and Dan can lead and love our church and community more and more every day.

Ezekiel 36: 26 I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love as I felt and understood your gifts, and Your  Fruit bubbling-up and becoming more within me! Everyone has their own gifts to share with others. And each would feel some thing different, but all need to share.

You will all motivated to see and know all men if you understand why people respond. You understand and will begin to accept each other understanding that when we are all exercising our ministry, whatever your talents are we have it better for everyone. Each of you will automatically go to be far more effective with your skills, whenever you can understand your gifts more fully and your know how to get deeper and stronger in this understanding, as you are able to share. 

Yes whenever we can you give you responsibility to share your talents and you can take care of your family and then any organization in the world that supports you is the friend you need understand and accept.

I love you Dearest Lord Jesus Christ. It's always always, always, awesome to share with you like this.  Wow, I was so happy! I mean, Mass was so strong and I was filled with Joy and Love

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

What is so funny here, is that I really already answered all this. I guess that's why I never did the Examen before. I'm talking with Jesus all the time. That actually is funny as I've learned this all here Online with SEEL!!!  I really never knew how much I really Knew Jesus Already.   I mean this Word never stops for me! Yes I know how to test and watch or review who reaches me. I've recognized the different Saints and Ancestors coming through to me. And I’m always able to hear this clear strong voice. 

Back to Death is Love is Life is more LOVE, and I found today how we wrestled again like Jacob in Genesis 23:22-32 , , , wow, to get this verse in front of me was really MAGIC. And I know it’s only Love, and ALL is only Love; where we come together and see things deeper and more clearly whenever we are challenged to step forward. So I’ve finally learned why social interaction is so important for who we are and where we go. Each step forward in with and FOR GOD and LOVE anyway. . . WHATS PERFECT, is knowing we can do more and step forward to lead and Love Others at a deeper level. 

 
5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Wow, Jesus. . . You got me again! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for every second you give to me and all that comes forward to me. . . So I bike to mass again today and get to meet with some of the same men I met Last night. . . Yes Roy, Bill, and Bob were all there Last night . . . And I know they will all be there today Again too . . . And so now I get this private moment with you Jesus to write and share something deeper and stronger. And I know the power and focus we have in creation is so much more than we share in the Few minutes we have there.

How can I collaborate more with god's plan in my life now. What is my best experience, love, and truth that I can share with these wonderful people in my life.

Jesus could just direct me all the time

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Thank You Dear Jesus for Being with me now, I’m so grateful for this moment with you! Wow, I am back at my beginning again. I just completed reading or sharing with Father Mike: Day 192: The Prophets: Isaiah 1-2; Tobit 1-2; Proverbs 9:7-12. Yes, after countless years I'm reading the Bible. Ok, well Fr. Mike is reading it, and I’m following it along, as I even bought the Adventure Bible version that he is using from the Ascension Press. 

Of course, the Church Bible study for Thursdays starting this next season after mass will be a study of this SAME bible timeline. Yes, Fr. Mike and Jeff Cavins did a video we will be doing for our Thursday Bible study at St Raphaels. We actually have seen pieces of this at the Tuesday morning Saint Joseph Society meeting at St. Paul’s Catholic Church. 

Yes, I saw the beginning again as I’ve noticed now that this study with the Examen by Saint Ignatius all started with Lent and all that came to me as I found out I was Catholic. Yes the same verse, same phrase was at the very beginning “Come now, let’s us set things Right!” (Isaiah 1:18). Yes, the very beginning started with the same ideas, of course! I guess I’m finally ready for whatever is next for me. I mean, the Summer is over NOW, today 1:55pm Mon Aug 17 is in the top left corner of this IPad. Yes, it’s weird I keep feeling like I’m getting all new Mac’s again?!?!?! 

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life. 

Wow, Matthew 16:16 is where I am now with you Jesus. As I open this blog to share this Examen Assignment with you, and the morning Charles Stanley podcast is going in the background. Yes, I’m always the student, always learning, always growing . . . Dick said this last week that this is all about experience and relationship “NOT a lesson plan!”

The Question: Jesus asks His disciples, "Who do you say I am?" after hearing what others in the crowd are saying.

The Confession: Peter speaks up for the group and correctly identifies Jesus as the Christ (Messiah) and divine Son of God.

While I have always recognized how all my experience was about learning. Now I realize how my Dad never accepted me, resulting in my brothers alienating me. So my challenge from the very beginning was finding acceptance, and approval so I could live and express myself as I really AM. And now all alone with Jesus I really love it. I'm always sharing with spirit and always really loving and enjoying it.

I really have gotten to the point of asking about everything and only doing what I'm told to do throughout my daily routines. I remember asking if Jesus could just direct me all the time. That was when I asked Him to show me what HE sees, so I could have His perspective and see my place and what I had to do. And I realize it's about listening more than anything. Ephesians 4:2 wow, I have another Bible verse from the Radio station morning Prayers broadcasted hitting me now:

“Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.” Ephesians‬ ‭4‬:‭2‬ ‭NIV‬‬  https://bible.com/bible/111/eph.4.2.NIV

Wow, we are the Temple of God, filled with the Holy Spirit! And remember to be patient and forgive our brother 70 x 7. I guess that is what is intimidating for me now, being "humble" when I know my place and know what I'm doing. 

3. Review your day — recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

Wow, today I started the Charles Stanley before 1am. Yes I listende to a few of them, and sent pieces to my kids and others.  I decided it was my shopping day cause tomorrow I'm going to a lunch, and then going to hold up a sign for voters.  I don't think I ever did that before. So Driving means i can pickup scrap gravel or bricks or whatever. Then I also needed to remove the Garden Barrels from the church. Yes, I got permission to get back in the men's groups but as usual satan has something more systematic against me now. He never could stop me before, and I've beaten his ass so many times he's gotten more calculated!

Oh yes Mass, barrels in my truck, and then down to Publix. Wow, that's by Annette so I can visit her if she's around. . . "HEAL HER" . . . yes I know Jesus always wants me to step into more. OK so Mass Sunday and Today MY HEART was filled. I noticed the different vibrations with different parts of Mass. I mean it was very clear how Jesus is getting more and more serious all the time.

That happened with Annette too. Not sure what we were talking about but I took off my shoes and she could feel the vibration in her hands shift. So I told her “Yes, Healing is easy.” So I took off her shoes and held her hands for a bit. I feel like I've told her this a dozen times. Like Fr. Kevin, I had a big bag full of tricks and shared the SEEL link where I started with HIM: https://vortex4love.blogspot.com/2022/ and she still hasn’t read anything but she’s listening to me now.

 

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

What was beautiful was telling her about healing and how i could help her getting back on her feet. I was finally very clear as holding her hands made this vibration a lot stronger between us. She really understood me!  So I told her to read God's Word! I explained how everything that has happened to me at St Raphael's was written down and I was learning from everyone every moment. 

Wow, this really surprised me! She really asked deep powerful questions. EVEN Repeating them! https://journals2mygod.blogspot.com/2026/08/physical-body-meets-emotional-and.html And I know I have so much more to share with her, and it might mean like she’s finally ready.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

Yes Jesus, I know you want me to get more clear and engaged every moment. So 8/18/26 I was at St. Paul’s before 6am ready to help and share again. I walked in with the Doctor again and told him how someone on the prayerline was asking for more income. So when she started talking about it to explain her challenges she said how expensive all the skin care, face cream, and all was. So I told her what the Doctor said about eh Caster Bean plants and she asked me to send her seeds.

So yesterday the mail went out it’s a bunch of seeds, pods, and even some leaves and a plant with roots wrapped in a wet paper towel. I have no idea what will get through to her and whether anything will work. But it was really cool to share that with the Doctor. Course then we watched some cool videos and talked about DEATH. . . Course then before we started answering all the questions, I said “just so you all know,” I died in High School and all the BS about death is satan’s lies and there is no death. There is only Love, and only God . . . 
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

Renounce and command!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence. Give thanks for God’s great love for you.

Thank you dear Jesus for helping me to get deeper into Your spirit and love. I know you are with me always and I know each day I learn and grow to BE stronger in Your spirit and love. Help me to bring more clarity and focus into my experience with You and learn to share and feel this deeper stronger love bubbling up into my heart.

2. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

I know my biking experiences with you get stronger and more focused each day. Help me to carry this love and joy with me all the time to more clearly and strongly share with everyone all that You bring into me.

3. Review your day recall specific moments and your feelings at the time.

I had a strong prayerline caller this morning that taught me the power and truth about praying the psalms. She challenged me about what I share, she demanded to have specific Bible verses about the “renounce and command” works, which I've been sharing more and more.  She wanted only the exact Literal Words in the Bible, ad nI've since learned that it's a Living Bible where God has been adding and expanding ever since. IN FACT, all things are GOD, there is only ONE life her, so nearly any and all writings come from God!

4. Reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Yes, so I immediately searched in the bible to find out how these ideas are expressed. I am so grateful to get deeper into this power and truth, each day I grow and learn more and more. Please dear Jesus help me to listen and understand to all Your Words. I LOVE Your lessons from others, Your Words and synchronicities directly to me, and Your experiences and circumstances set before me to comprehend the truth and move forward!

5. Look toward tomorrow of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific, and conclude with the “Our Father.”

I will more carefully focus on this power and feeling deep is my heart . . . . yes and listen and follow all you bring to me for growing and stepping forward.

Quiet Heart and Listen to God: things to share for your children

1. Ester 6: I now a restless spirt leads me to you, stop and listen if things are unclear.
2. 1 Samual Elije told him; know Gods Words come through others, where I can hear and learn.
3. Romans 2:4 New blessings can bring us into a new insight and experience from God.
4. 2 Samual 12:15 unanswered prayer when we sin, or when we really need to reexamine ourselves.
5. Numbers 14:40 Disappointment, you missed your opportunity because you lost faith, people listen!
6. Exodus 3:1 never seen this before, listen, look for God everywhere, no accidents!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

"Renounce and command" refers to spiritual warfare and deliverance prayers where a person verbally rejects negative influences, occult ties, or evil spirits, and then uses the authority of Jesus Christ to order them to leave. This practice is common in Christian and Catholic deliverance ministries. [1, 2, 3]

Core Steps in the Practice

Reject: Make a firm choice in your mind to refuse unwanted spiritual influence or sin.
Renounce: Speak out loud to give up, revoke, and break any claimed agreements, oaths, or generational ties with darkness.
Command (Rebuke): Order the specific negative spirits or forces to depart immediately in the holy name of Jesus. [1, 2]

Example Framework

The Renunciation: "In the name of Jesus, I renounce all fear, anger, and ungodly ties from my past."
The Command: "In the holy name of Jesus Christ, I command every dark spirit to leave me now and go directly to the foot of the cross."

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