Always making everything work

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Word! Wow, OK so here we go again. I’m sitting here with music with my feet up on a chair and I’ve got the whole world in my hands again. It seems to have us every weekend. It’s so beautiful. I love seeing the kids and the ladies, it’s really beautiful. Everybody’s lost though. I am here all myself with you.

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

This morning at church was really cool because I got there to make coffee and they had just finished with the decaf and I started my own pot and they stopped me from finishing it. So I left it there and left immediately because it was obvious that I was in the way. Then as the meeting started and I was sitting in a corner by myself, Lisette inviting me to her table and I actually thought the seat next to her was for father Curtis because he was speaking when she waved at me. So I came over and I sat next to her, which was funny because I really thought I needed to be interacting with people there and I really stopped to consider a relationship.

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

I am sitting in the sunshine seats all to myself and turned on the iphone to talk to text into this blog. So I know this is a new toy that You gave me and I need to figure out how to use it the right way! I always know you’re with me in the present moment.  You are Always making everything work the way it’s supposed to work, whatever that means; cause I never have a clue what it means anyway, but I always do it anyway You ask . . . Wow, so I got all my salad groceries, and I spent all my money. I’m sitting on my bike ready to go home. Wow, too much to carry. I stopped at Hook’s on my way home to sit on the benches and rest.

Yes so I talked to the iPhone while bringing home groceries. It’s working so there is more time to share and grow. Something new that I need to do and step into more as this world grows and shifts

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Wow, I was dancing in my seat and feeling with music and sending our love to everybody. I got barefoot on the ground and balanced and focus. Yes even started rubbing my nose sending stars through

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

I know sharing this bliss with you is really all I ever need to do. Understanding how and when is always shifting for me trying to carry this forward. Or knowing I can!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

consciously understand and perceive

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Wow dear Jesus, so much came through in Your Word again yesterday! It was the morning for the Bible Timeline Course with Lisette. I arrive just before anyone else, and got started making coffee and getting everything setup for the meeting.  Lisette has me sitting at her table now and I noticed we are ALL in Christ . . . Each of us in “Contemplative Prayer” living the Will of God Together. 

Oh my goodness, I know yesterday was my time with Dick too, and we always have such a wonderful experience together. I had popped up at 2am. I had tried to sleep, but soon realized I had to get up. Week 31 in SEEL was about reviewing all that we learned.  I had gone over the bible verses and all from the book over and over again and felt good about it. But GOD TOLD ME to get back to the beginning and read the first lesson in my Blog . . . To read and update my understanding.

It took me a bit to find it, but it was there at the beginning with Lisette and Mary finding our Blessing together in Contemplative Prayer with “Nine Grades of Prayer” . . . 

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Thank you so much Dear GOD for filling me with Your Word! I am so grateful to have this time with You to share and grow in Your Spirit. It is a wonderful blessing to have Your Voice with me all the time. I’m now getting deeper into Your Wisdom filling my experience. And I see these changing seasons of life where You are guiding me to spend more time with these personal intimacies with You! 

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

It was so much Fun and Joy to share my surprise with others in church; to see and understand my experiences in Your Church. It's really been such a wonder to be able to speak more about all I have with You each moment. My passion and excitement is to be Your Servant and complete all the actions and experiences as the Will of God. I must accept that your Love and Grace will come before me in all your people. And now I am embarrassed to realize how much love and grace we have been given. 

The real Wonders of Your Word has become so much more powerful. And it's really about knowing how deep and powerful my own experience is for us.

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away

Wow, I guess it’s been a challenge to come to terms with my own place or understanding the deeper power and relationship that I have. And I really have noticed many times the experience of Being Timeless and Being simply Beyond whatever we could consciously understand and perceive. It’s really a deeper more extreme place of Grace that I’ve experienced many time before. I’m also very conscious of how Powerful Mass has become and where the vibrations and energy comes through me really strongly. 

My real challenge now is to start stepping more strongly into this place of creation and making more happen that we really need in our culture and world. Of course I’ve dreamed about it and prepared for it my entire lifetime. And whether I share visions and dreams I’ve had or can convince anyone about how much Iv’e been guided has really become irrelevant.  What is now important is to really step in and DO whatever I need to do for my next experience and place of divinity.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

I’ve got to start engaging more with people and step more strongly into the place where I belong and really love and support others around me.  Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. . . And I went to the CCW meeting and realized it was a good time to invite a lady from church to join me. So I’ve notice and felt how I needed to get a partner here.

pulled out this book for class

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Wow, Your Word is so Powerful and Vibrant! Thank You SOOO MUCH Dear Love Lord Jesus Christ, I am so very grateful for all you share and inspire before me.

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

I know and trust Your Word in all things! Like this week began with me all stressed about the bankruptcy and pulling together all the evidence of fraud and deceptions. The more I looked the more I found. I even told Brent about it during our weekly call. So I sent it all in to the attorneys along with all my paychecks so they really had everything possible for the MMM. Course I told them it could never go through and they rescheduled it again. So my last note today said he would get the case plan provide as is and get it all done. Wow, set to the same payment again, about where I first started. And it just me here, so no real expenses except maintenance and mortgage. So to get that one locked-in for the next 5-7 years would be great. One less thing to worry about.

Yes Thanks Jesus, I know you always said I’m fine, no worries, just chug along and know it’s all coming out exactly like I need it to.  I know I understand this, just like I know I need todo more research and write up more of the frauds. . . . It’s not over yet, and it’s always more to do. But now it looks like progress and peace for a while again. I am so Grateful Jesus, and I PRAY to understand what I need to find and what I need to keep doing in your Love and Light to get things done.

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

What was most wonderful today dear Lord was staring with the prayerline and I had some lady who couldn’t handle my prayers or my manness, but called back again and again trying to get another volunteer. She hung up on me a few times, and then I changed my voice a bit, and told her the renounce and command.  She was really stubborn and arrogant but I finally got her to listen and she did it, and could feel the difference immediately. I always think thats so neato. I’ve seen that before.  They start out slow and grumpy, and then COMMAND, strong, clear, solid and sure. . . I love It!

Wednesday starts with making coffee, and then mass. Fr Claudius was there and so I went up to see him after and made sure he was coming to the mens group. We sang happy birthday and they had a gift for him. He’s 63 now . . . only 7 months older than me. . .lol. . . So after the men’s I walked him to mass, and told him what I read and changed here in my studies. . . 

OH feelings? Yes Mass had the sun in my face. Heart filled and bubbling up in love. Wow, wonderful. Then speaking with him is always cool. It was cool to share what I had found in here as well. Almost 2 years old when I restarted SEEL. That FEELS AWESOME, KNOWING FULL AND CLEAR HOW WE’VE been placed here to get things done. 

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

WoW, SO NEXT I was able to attend adoration. I never sat in prayer like that for 30 minutes on my knees!  Then I pulled out this book for class tomorrow. I think that’s why I’m awake now too. Been trying to sleep for the last two hours… 944pm now, it’s so beautiful to see numbers like that. Yes, it’s closer and closer to God every moment. It was such a delight to see my own note about Mary and Lisette in our first class Together. . . .and the numbers WOW!

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

OK THE BEST PART WAS. . . Adoration. . . I never kneel for 30 minutes praying with Jesus 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

Guide us to reach deeper truth for our lives and find the actions needed

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Thank You Dear God for being with us now and I share the Word with you knowing that Jesus and the Praises of His Name continue to hum inside of me!

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for sharing Your Word! I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for all that I learn and understand each new day before me.  I love how I am able to type and write and shift with ease and comfort. And yes I know there is this deeper knowledge that I'm stepping beyond the greed and deceptions before me to find greater peace and comfort in your love. Please, continue to guide me To grow and Learn to prune and tend this garden before me.

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

I already wrote about the pruning and work I needed to do before me. It's really come through so strongly in Your Word!  Yes this intouch.org ministry I received today was completely in time with all my work and lessons for this day "According to The Way"

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

Please dearest Lord Jesus Christ fill me with Your Word! Guide Anna and Clarance to reach your deeper truth for their lives and find the actions needed to bring Your truth and power into this experiences for them each to find your lone and Joy

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to all of us to move forward into each task you place before us. Bring us closer to you dear Jesus Christ.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

 

just something in a big deal of course

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Wow, I get it now more than ever how powerful this is with Your Word! You are really putting me into a place for shifting everything!

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Ok this morning in Mass before the Timeline Bible study. I got in as Fr Claudius was reading the morning Gospel.  I had the sunshine in my face again. Yes, I really love that. And soon I had my glasses off and was crying again. I could feel so much love coming up into my heart and so much Joy. And I heard how God really wants us to Himself. 

The idea of giving everything that I am to God bubbled up inside me. And I was crying as I felt how being "Wed to God" was no more children, no more relationships, no one else in my life beyond Jesus.  I have felt this before. But it had me in tears, considering what that really meant. I guess it was something I hadn't really considered in depth before. But then IT IS also really the place I've been for a while now in my home alone here doing everything He asks!

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

OK, so I'm not sure if I finished my last question yet. But now I consider the 2nd video we did today about the Bible Timeline Study. Genesis 2:18 was very clear that: "It is NOT GOOD that the Man should BE alone." And this was very strong and clear again for us all more than ever. And I know this deeper Power in Your Word!  So it feels more like the Love of Man and Woman needs God and the Holy Spirit to form the Trinity that we really belong in

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

And In this Word, I must pray to understand more deeply! Whether this is about my own experience and challenges before me or something else stronger and more focused than ever before. And I do know it's always about getting CLOSER and more sincere and Strong in the Love and Light of Jesus. And I see how things have been shifting more strongly all the time. Tuesday I had the violation hearing, then the counselor with Scott, and then the beer and burger. That was a BIG surprise. And wednesday was another surprise as I spoke to the Mayor again and then saw the Movie with Bishop Barron twice. 

Yes, I'm paying for a movie, that means I get to see it twice. I'm not sure about the logic there, except that I only will remember or understand things if I watch them twice.  Course the Mayor gave me another movie to watch (The Cinderella Man) and I was so proud to tell Scott that I watched "It's a Wonderful Life." OF course his comment on that movie came from my story of Joseph and wanting to heal Joseph, or knowing that I can.  Joseph was the name of the Angel in It's a Wonderful Life.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

I am really confident in my place and experience. Like yesterday before the Morning Men's group Lisette sent me a request to help with the Adoration schedule. I posted it and then talked about it as well.  And now even committed to do some volunteer time myself.  What happened next was that I had the Prayerline that morning too.  And someone called in where she had a lot of Trauma from her childhood. And praying with her I ended up saying something about my own trauma. . . . and as awesome as it was, I started to tell this PrayerLine caller about how I've been welcomed into this church.

Ok, what was my point now was how explaining to the caller about community and love at St Raphael's went into the request from Lisette that brought me to tears. I mean, just the love and respect Lisette showed for me in requesting my help with the Adoration Schedule. It wasn't a big deal of course, but just something about sharing that deep intimate experience brought me to tears. Thankfully I got another text from Lisette asking something and I called her on the phone to tell her about my Prayerline call. . . . and I was in tears again speaking with Lisette. 

I did tell her again how there were men in the Exodus 90 men's group who have done more for me than any of my brothers ever have done.  And of course, that truth has brought me to tears several times as well.  

I guess now as I consider this before me, I realize how Jesus is guiding me into more and more every day. Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!

It's important I stay in this routine

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

And it’s all about recognizing the deeper and more powerful experience of being here now. I really asked for all this. I didn’t know what I was asking for. I didn’t know what it meant. But now to be here so strong and clear is jsut wonderful!

Yes, Word He said is that I’m the “Man of Knowledge.” He said, I see the perspective of Jesus and understand the deeper laws behind creation and experiences.  I have the Understanding and am starting to live it stronger all the time. Now he is pushing the limits to break the systems of greed and control as that’s all I ever do! Alway such a wonderful joy too!

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Thank you, Dear Jesus for your word and your love that Fills us with Your spirit in the Word! I'm totally perplexed again as  Ireturn online to catch up. I've been trying to do grades and lawsuits, and business development and all sorts. I'm not sure where I'm going or what I'm doing all the time. Last night the notice I sent to the city was still bruning through me. It was weird because I was insecure and struggling and ANNA called and prayed for me. 

Yes that was the moment I was pissed and frustrated trying to figure out how to proceed.  And the next morning I woke up with clearity and the solutions all within reach. So I DID all I needed to. I really still wasn't sure, but as I got through it all I was impressed. And last night reading it all again before bed, brought me peace and comfort and I was so ready to sleep. I decided to sleep in this morning and never got out of bed. . . lol. . . until Anna Called!  Yes, she struggling too.  I went through the Renounce and Command again with her and felt really good that she took to time to say it with me.

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

When Anna called again and admitted she needed help.  I sorta recognized she hadn't taken the Renounce and Command seriously and tried the run the words together like any old prayer!  It's been really wonderful to experience and understand how often this has helped people. I mean everyone who calls the Prayerline starts off talking about stress, depression or anxiety.  It's always wonderful to Pray for people, and whenever I can I offer more.  Not everyone allows anything extra or follows me, but I've had plenty of people call back to tell me about their success removing evil and such.

Yes, once again it's important for me to practice what I preach! 

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

The Truth of this Word comes through stronger and stronger all the time! I am always so grateful to have this opportunity to share and explore more deeply with You. The experience of Your Love and Joy comes through to me so strong and always surprises me. . . I know  Ica ndo antyhing and I know it's really my place to step into new things 

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific!

Yes I know I need to do so much more tomorrow. I'm sorry. I stayed in Bed today. I know. Iskipped a night of sleep and I know it's no big deal. . . Yes I used that as an excuse to stay in bed. I'm sorry. It's important I stay in this routine we created and stay focused in all that means for me each day. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to saty in God's Will and complete everything that I need to complete for US!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

to step into and build from.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

1. Place yourself in God’s presence.

Always, and I just love it. Whenever we say the Lord's Prayer it gets so strong and focused. You Word is always such a Blessing and a joy to share and experience.!

2. Give thanks for God’s great love for you. Pray for the grace to understand how God is acting in your life.

Yes I love Your Word! And I am so very Grateful . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to bring me more fully into the Will of God and all that you have placed before me.

3. As you review your day — recall specific moments and significant feelings that surface as you remember.

Yes, I was deep in Your Word during Mass this morning! And I had the clear recognition that I was getting more connected to this Church and more accepted into this community. I know there is so much more to this and so much for me to step into and build from. I started this morning with the ladies group and made WAY TOO MUCH coffee, and so have three pots waiting for me now, more than enough for tonight and tomorrow. 

Yes tonight there was a knights meeting, and I got all the beer in the fridge this morning for it. So tonight I pulled it all out for the guys. Thanksfully the knights stashed it into one of their storage spaces so it was out of the kitchen. I got out all the extra food too. But this included yogurt that was planned for the ladies group this morning. So I cleaned out as much as possible, and went too far with some things. I know I need to buy some more as needed.

4. Pray for Deeper understanding as you reflect on what you did, said, or thought in those instances. Were you drawing closer to God, or further away?

I mean it seems like I have so much to do and I know there is still so much more. And I am listening to Focus on the Family. And it's always bringing me stronger into whatever I needed to do next. Yes making coffee for three or four groups now. And cleaning and maintaining the kitchen areas. It’s not much but something I can do and stay focused and dedicated.

5. Look toward tomorrow — think of how you might collaborate more effectively with God’s plan. Be specific! I am

I need to stay in your word and step forward. Please guide me and lead me to your Will.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ